Comment problem fixed
Comment away. I had no idea no one could leave comments till Petra brought it to my attention. I don't know what was wrong, but I think it's fixed. :)
View ArticleTo all my wonderful friends...
Like I said in my previous post, people have been unable to comment on my blog. As all of you know, October is when I lost Zoe and I was unable to recieve much support this year. I would appreciate it...
View ArticleRAWR
This is King Jeffrey They let me out of my cage....... Hmmmmm whut to do to my sweet lil lindsay :) heheheheheI love her
View ArticleTime for me to get real, for real...
If you read this blog: First of all, things are pretty good right now. No one's life is without it's kinks here and there, but there isn't much that Jeff and I can't handle it seems. I had a good...
View ArticleThe Hand Up, Spring Fever, The Adventure and Thank You's...
Sorry about my last post. It wasn't written with the intentions of causing anyone to worry. I was overwhelmed and angry. For a few months, at times it seemed as though there was a monster inside of me...
View ArticleOld Poetry...
I think clearer,In the muggy breeze,The fading of blue in sky.Do I call on the rain?For truly it follows closely,Behind my discontent.I've concealed qualities,Which I'll give no power,By assigning...
View ArticleOh,
I'm simmering blackberry sauce for a storebought angel food cake. Why am I bothering? I'm reading about Nazi Germany and Ivy is waiting for me to come watch Big (remember that one?) and I am stalling...
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I'm such a punk
I put the little pill under my tongue and hope for the bestIt can't fix everythingLoneliness and anger will always have their sayWhy did he do thisWhy do I make myself into a martyrWhy do I still...
View ArticleAidyn was hurt bad...
While Aidyn was at his dad's Saturday, he put his hands down on a heated oven door and got serious 2nd and 3rd degree burns on both of his hands and one arm. He spent most of Saturday in the hospital...
View ArticleIn my room....
I listen to music no one else here wants to hear. It's a sanctuary in a sad way; a buffer, so to speak. Reading is the only sure fire way to drown out thoughts, emotions pushing to the surface but it's...
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Mean
I will try and never speak another harsh word, in the sincere hope that no other hateful outbursts find their way to my ears. Sticks and stones leave scars you can see but words strike the soul if you...
View ArticleDamnit
I realized it the other day. I don't think anyone else knows or that I even knew until the last week or so. I am still grieving. I still miss my little girl. I still look at a boy and imagine him being...
View ArticleEmpty
Helping me raise my children, made him feel guilty about the situation with his son.I can't have another child... Two of these are reasons Jeff decided he didn't know if he could be with me. He said...
View ArticleLimbo
Some days are better than others, with the mornings being unbearable. Jeff and I are still 'together' but in a limbo that is convenient for him and painful for me. He isn't living here and I miss him....
View ArticleDarkness
I don't sleep well, I don't eat much. I see Jeff, I don't see him much. I take care of the kids well. I walk along lost when not doing that. My mom thought I was on drugs because I'm so skinny. I cried...
View ArticleZoe-Beth
Happy Birthday baby. I miss you so much. I wish you were here, running around with your family. Things are sad and crazy for your momma right now. My heart hurts. I love you, forever, xoxoxoxoxoxo...
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